Eeee.. ^_^

Boston legal is so cool! i so like Alan Shore. His character is like awsome. ethically challanged but still great.. hehe.. =P mornning class tml, but i'm still up watching more tv.. Tru Calling.. not too bad.. some minor minor forensic stuff but dealing more with a girl who can see the future and tries to save lives.. damn.. distraction. and i still have lots of readings to do..

talked a bit to my dad.. he's like.. *UGH* was saying whether to go aussie to do Masters of America for PhD, both allowing me to practice in the end. then my dad was like practice where? aussie & america is like racial discrimination (where doesn't?), and he assumes i wan to have my own practice, can make more $$. but i dun wanna have my own practice, $$ isn't everything. i wanna do sth meangingful, not like Ken who initially wanted to go out and save the world. =P i wanna work with the police, in the mental institution, counselling (?), even perhaps in the prison. but i doubt he'll approve for the last option.. then again other than counselling he did mention dun work at those places? ARGH! dun think working for someone can be that bad? afterall there are office politics EVERYWHERE. and 2 of my teachers currently are from America & asian. so if they can work there for many many years and are happy, why can't i be too? and i'm not gonna hear abt cos 'you're a female' shit. (sorry for the use of language) I WANNA DO STH I LIKE! aniwae, step by step, psycho him bit by bit, get my degree 1st.

onto relationships.. hope it works out well for some ppl.. and as for myself.. i'm starting to feel tried. know some peeps have told me this before.. (and yes, i do appreciate your concern and all.. and i can see u going "see i told you so". =P) it's not that i've not thought abt wad cud happen way over there, but it's trust rite? and i'm also starting to get tired of the mood/personality changes. it's confusing and emotionally draining. more worries added for nothing. so how? just let it be for now, until he comes to his senses or someone else comes along. i haf school to focus my energies and brain matter to, and of course my friends. =) letting go will be hard, it always is, but till the day comes, i shall not bother abt it. i wanna focus on my studies.. strive to reach my goal.

better try to get to sleep. it's near 2 am now. by the time i knock out, dunno wad time it'll be.. oh well..