~should i be sad?

hmm.. this is more to my peeps from sec sch (upper sec gal frens)..

how shud i put this? i know i haven been talking abt my personal life -actually i haven seen u peeps for ages- and you must(?) think that i'm still waiting for that person.. well, i gave up, a long time ago.. it was more of i dun care, see what happens.. nothing to lose anyway.. but just i just din tell u.. sorry? not that i have someone else in my life but i just din care anymore. all that is on my mind now is to do well and get my PhD.

and yea, you were right.. who knows what can happen over there.. i did keep that in mind, even w/o u telling me.. i already suspected sth wasn't right (too many stuff to mention), but i was already on a "whatever" mode, if things worked out then lucky me, if not then too bad..

so yea, i found out one fine day that he has a GF - she replied a msg i sent to him. the surprising thing was that i wasn't not sad. maybe angry for lying to me, trying to lead me on. but i wasn't sad. i still wonder why. because i din care anymore? i had other stuff to bother abt?

aniwae, got an sms from that idiot/jerk today. why he sent it me i really do not know.. (and it was in chinese.. o_O") FYI it said that he might bring his GF to S'pore when he visits.. [do i even care?] and that they're gonna get married soon.

WHY ARE YOU TELLING ME?! -__________-"


so here is the latest update i have on my life, other than sch.. *sigh* speaking of which i still have one more assignment to complete and then study for the exams.. HIAZ.. ~wish me luck eh?

I LOVE MY FREEDOM!! always have and always will.. oh, and i love poetry too.. XD