to the doctor's

ok, so i went to the doc. dun scream at me for not going to him earlier. as i mentioned earlier the pain only kinda starts in the late afternoon.. and i hoped that it'll go away.. so today's the 3rd day.. and yea, i finally went. =P i went to see another doc cos the one i usually go to was already closed for the day.. waited like 45 min before my turn.. and there was only like 3 ppl ahead of me.. x_X

so when my turn came, told him that i think i got food poisoning, felt bloated, nauseatic, had diarrhoea, and runny nose and also the cough that never goes away. he took my temp and it turned out that i had a slight fever. then he listened to my chest.. and then he looked at me and asked if i had asthma. [insert swear word here] that is something i do not want to hear, ever. then asked when was the last time i used an inhaler. my reply - never. he said that i was wheezing kinda badly, and that cud be where my headaches came from. DAMN. i couldn't feel worse. asthma coming back? there goes my chance of studying overseas, dun care where, i'll just be stuck here. [insert another swear word here] ~ARGH!!! and you sometimes wonder why i refuse to go to the doctor's.. bad news..

so now i have to to stay away from cold drinks/stuff, dairy products - not like i haven't -, sour stuff like oranges and grapes. have to eat more apples and pears, and start swimming again for my lungs' sake and to open my (air) passage way. appearantly running's not very good.. UGH. oh and i have to stay away from peanut butter too. i ate a little of it this afternoon cos i craved for sth sweet and now i have to stay away from it. but thankfully it's for a few days.. the doc said it worsens my tummy. =( and for medication, i have 5 types - 7 pills to take in total and cough syrup. and if things just cud not get worst, there's a side effect for the pills for the asthma/constricted (air) passage way - trembling limbs. [insert yet another swear word here] i'm quite happy that i do not have school till wed. can't imagine what i'll do if my hand starts to tremble in class. it'll probably freak ppl out.. not to mention how i'll even do work.. *sigh*

today just sucks. really sucks.

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apologies to LV, YY & sharOn. hope you girls had a good time.

to kexin, taoli, shichun, eve, justina.. not sure if i'll be able to go 'partying' with you girls next sat. dunno if my parents will let me go out.. and definitely not till my usual "late" timing. (and part if it is also due to the fact that it's the chinese 7th mth now - dun ask)